Moments Of Unity

23rd September 2010

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Back in the grind..

Yep, for the last 2 weeks I’ve been having flashbacks to everything that I remembered loving about you. It’s amazing the feeling of isolation that it’s seemed to bring about.

But hey, it’s okay, because things happen the way that they’re supposed to. And it’s not like we were ever right for each other. And there are so many things that I just don’t understand about you. But there are so many things that matter so much more than understanding every aspect of a person.

There was a look in your eyes that I loved, and something about your smile and laugh. So very cliche, I know. But there’s a reason that cliches exist, and it’s because these are the things that most people see the value of.

I can’t say I love you. I don’t know you anymore really, but I miss you, suddenly and strongly like something has been missing from me. And now things don’t seem complete.

I honestly feel like I’ve spent three years fooling myself into a non-stop life of prior commitments, upcoming events, and impending distractions all with the goal of clearing the most painful of memories from my head.

Some things I’ll never forget. Some things I don’t want to forget.

Like I said, I miss you uncontrollably. And I really just want a few hours of your time to get close to you again and feel what I did. Hopefully you would too.